Wednesday, July 24, 2019

The Intruder

Within seconds, a conference hall of over 1,000 people quickly turned into a quiet meditation room for a whole therapeutic fifteen minutes. At the flip of a switch, the hall went from a place of chatter and lectures to pure pin-drop silence. This large room that had served as a conference hall for the past 24 hours had now become a place of deep reflection, like a sanctuary. Strangers who sat next to each other on chairs were now side by side on the ground, forming circles around the stage. The speakers themselves went down on their knees, doing the same. All in unison, we closed our eyes and drew our heads toward our chests. The speaker calmly asked us to imagine looking into our hearts. What is currently occupying our hearts? How can we filter out any worldly distractions in our hearts? Where does God fall in place? How can we make God the center of our thoughts and actions?

Here was each and every one of us in the room, people who had flown for hours to get here, people who left their families for a spiritual retreat, all on different journeys but in this moment, united by our thoughts of God’s remembrance, joined by a process of spiritual healing.

Overtaken by the power of mindfulness, I forgot where I was, but not for a moment did I forget where I belonged: with Him, Our Creator and Sustainer who fashioned the very heart I was contemplating. For years, I had worried about the intrusion of death, which strips you away from all people meaningful in your life. But for once, I was comforted by the thought of being stripped away from everything but what truly mattered: my presence with God. I imagined myself in my grave, hearing the voices of loved ones around me but not wanting to engage; leave me be, I am rejoicing with my Creator.

Before the fifteen minutes were over, which felt like a lifetime of removing the dirt within, I couldn’t help but reflect on the Day of Judgment. Would it be this quiet and peaceful? My wonder took me places until the speaker stood up, and the silence was overtaken by chatter and the true intruder: life.

Breaking through

When a grieving man broke down while describing the death of his son to his therapist in a book I’m reading, she assured him that he wasn’t breaking down, but rather breaking open. It dawned on me that when we break down to God in our loneliness, we often presume that we are simply being vulnerable and showing Him our pure reliance on Him, but more than that is how that vulnerability becomes the key for change and acceptance. In that breaking down of our worries and hardships is a breaking open and unleashing of those very same worries and hardships. Never mistake your brokenness for weakness. On the contrary, it’s a tool for healing and progression.

This concept reminded me of something my uncle once told me:
‏الإلحاح على البشر من أسباب الإهانة والإلحاح على رب البشر من أسباب الإجابة
“Being insistent on people is a reason for humiliation while being insistent on the Lord of the people is a reason for acceptance.”

When we break down to God, we’re essentially breaking through. 

Thursday, July 4, 2019

Consistency is Key

Like pieces puzzling together, I often catch myself trying to find studies in science and psychology and extract similar concepts from religious scripture. Though we are believers in God first and foremost, our tendency is to legitimize scripture through those studies, and not the opposite. We like to confirm God’s words only after science proves it, when God doesn’t need that proof to begin with. At the end of the day, I believe it’s a struggle we can all have including myself more often than not.

Today I caught myself in a similar dilemma. I scrolled through a book written by a neuroscientist where she proved through research that performing a certain activity to overcome anxiety for a few minutes every day is better than doing it for a much longer period of time at once. I immediately remembered our beloved prophet’s words which I often only attribute to religious practices. But today for the first time I saw its ability to play out in broader forms, including overcoming my own anxieties and fears. 

Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon Him said, “The most beloved deeds to God are the ones that are most consistent, even if small.” (أحَبّ الأعمال إلى الله أدومها وإن قلّ)

Discovering this saying in a scientific book about overcoming our deepest fears was exceptionally humbling to say the least. Consistency is key. I knew that, but suddenly today I am more prone to apply it. Why? Because science proved it. 


I pray that we as a community can take the gems of advice that God and our prophet have laid out for us and use them as tools to help us build our character, ease our hardships, and remove our fears, with full conviction that their advice is both scientifically and morally evident. Consistency is key.

Friday, June 7, 2019

Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 30

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Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 30 (49:13)

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ إِنَّا خَلَقْنَاكُم مِّن ذَكَرٍ وَأُنثَىٰ وَجَعَلْنَاكُمْ شُعُوبًا وَقَبَائِلَ لِتَعَارَفُوا إِنَّ أَكْرَمَكُمْ عِندَ اللَّهِ أَتْقَاكُمْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ عَلِيمٌ خَبِيرٌ
“Oh people, We have created you from male and female, and have made you nations and tribes so that you know one another. Verily the most noble of you in the sight of God is the one with the most God consciousness. Verily God is all knowing and all aware.”

Monday, June 3, 2019

Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 29

Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 29 (19:49)

Sometimes we want to get to a place of peace in our lives so desperately and get there as quickly as possible, but for some reason there’s a hold up. And many times, the hold up can be our own selves without realizing it.

It struck me while reading the beautiful story of Prophet Ibrahim(Abraham) as he advised his father to worship only one God, the most Merciful. He speaks to his father with the utmost respect and yet doesn’t get a healthy response, rather a threat. It is at this point in the story where Ibrahim decides that he had done everything possible and moves on.

God then says:
فَلَمَّا اعْتَزَلَهُمْ وَمَا يَعْبُدُونَ مِن دُونِ اللَّهِ وَهَبْنَا لَهُ إِسْحَاقَ وَيَعْقُوبَ وَكُلًّا جَعَلْنَا نَبِيًّا
“So when he had turned away from them and from those whom they worshipped besides Allah, We gave him Ishaque (Isaac) and Ya'qub (Jacob), and each one of them We made a Prophet.”

It is only AFTER Ibrahim leaves the place of idol worship that God grants him these two righteous sons who would later become prophets. Sometimes, it takes us to leave a certain environment to get what we truly want. This verse serves as a reminder to check myself and ask if I’m the hold up in my prayers not being answered. Maybe we need to remove ourselves from places that aren’t helping us thrive, but only the opposite. It’s crucial to surround ourselves with those who help us know God and love Him through thick and thin, fostering an environment of faith and piety.

I pray God guides us to be with the best companies and the purest environments that enable our growth and help our prayers be answered in the best fashion. Ameen.

Sunday, June 2, 2019

Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 28

Quran Ramadan Reflection Day 28 (59:21) & (2:97)

How blessed are we to have the Quran to hold, its pages to turn, its words to grasp, and its meaning to ponder. Our hearts were made for the Quran.

Take a look at these two verses from different chapters in the Quran:

Verse 1:
لَوْ أَنزَلْنَا هَٰذَا الْقُرْآنَ عَلَىٰ جَبَلٍ لَّرَأَيْتَهُ خَاشِعًا مُّتَصَدِّعًا مِّنْ خَشْيَةِ اللَّهِ وَتِلْكَ الْأَمْثَالُ نَضْرِبُهَا لِلنَّاسِ لَعَلَّهُمْ يَتَفَكَّرُونَ
"Had We sent down this Quran on a mountain, you would certainly have seen it falling down, splitting into pieces because of the awe of God, and We set forth these parables to men that they may reflect." (59:21)

Verse 2:
...فَإِنَّهُ نَزَّلَهُ عَلَىٰ قَلْبِكَ بِإِذْنِ اللَّهِ مُصَدِّقًا لِّمَا بَيْنَ يَدَيْهِ وَهُدًى وَبُشْرَىٰ لِلْمُؤْمِنِينَ
"...for surely He revealed it(the Quran) to your heart by God’s command, verifying that which is before it and a guidance and good news for the believers." (2:97)

In the first verse, the Quran is being sent down to a mountain, the mountain that symbolizes strength, might, and durability. This mountain that we perceive as unshakable is crumbling upon receiving the words of God. It's an unimaginable sight.

In the second verse, on the other hand, the Quran is being sent to our beloved Prophet, but not just to him but directly to his heart. The heart we perceive as fragile and small is grasping the meaning of the Quran entirely, and through that providing guidance for the rest of mankind.

Today, you and I can read the Quran. We can grasp it. It can touch our hearts and move us to our core. It can strengthen us amidst our weakness and give us ease during hardship.

Compare your heart to a mountain. The mountain would crumble upon receiving the Quran, but your tiny fragile heart absorbs it and is able to grasp its beautiful meanings. The Quran was meant for your heart. Humans are honored to be created with hearts that can understand God's words without crumbling, unlike vast mountains. Your heart is a home for the Quran.

As you and I have felt a greater connection with the Quran throughout this beautiful month of Ramadan, I challenge you and I to not lose touch with it in the weeks and months after. Your heart was made for it. ❤️

Saturday, June 1, 2019

Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 27

Ramadan Quran Reflection Day 27 (30:50)

فَانظُرْ إِلَىٰ آثَارِ رَحْمَتِ اللَّهِ كَيْفَ يُحْيِي الْأَرْضَ بَعْدَ مَوْتِهَا إِنَّ ذَٰلِكَ لَمُحْيِي الْمَوْتَىٰ وَهُوَ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ
“So look at the remnants of God’s mercy, how He brings life back to the earth after its death. Verily the same will bring life to the dead. And He is capable of all things.”

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